memoirs

as i remember the time we spent besides the lake
was it love or a feeling fake?
i gave up everything for you
was it worth giving all of it for your sake?
is there something you forgot to take?
or is there something you wana say?
i am speechles and explict
looking at your face
but i still dont know how to fake a mask like you
you wear many masks
every day a new side of you is revelaed
you were nice to me
then time turned me down
and you showed your true colours
without you life feels like a body with no heart
a cake which is not sweet
music without rythm
life without love..!
you have hurt me
broken my trust
but i guess i dont matter to you so much
dat its worth a guess......
i hope you understand me
and my love and improve some day
and face the misery i have faced
love and misery go hand and hand
but for you love is a play
you have played your part
now it my turn
to settle the account of love
i am your debtor
i have borrowed from you precious time
for which you charged a heavy intrest which shatterd me...
i want to settle this balance sheet of love
and clear my name from all the shit happening
but still in my heart there is a place for you
you have broken my heart
sharing my love to someone else is not my case
but despite this i hide my broken face with a laugh
with everyday the feelings for you grow tender,
and every moment makes my love go stronger
waiting besides the phone for it to just ring
for all the songs we used to sing
its strange but
i dont know how much i love you..!
at times little sometimes more.......my heart beats every second
for you to be in my arms
every minute i pray for you.......
was this love or is it fake?
even today
when i remember the time we spent across the lake
my brain trinks..did you love me or was this all fake?
please let me know the truth
do not hurt me everyday
Maybe I didnt treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didnt love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied, satisfied
Maybe I didnt hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
Im so happy that you were mine
You were always on my mind
why dont you realize how much i love you
im yours.....
so please comer back to me
as i really love you....
you are only mine
no one can love you like me
you have not felt the touch yet
for you it was all a joke
but for me it wasnt
you have hurt me
but still i love you..........
Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.
Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never go till we're one
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
There is some love that will not
go away
You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
i gotta feeling ..that you will call me some day
perhaps not too late
and you too will love me..this time truly......
and will not leave me.......
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes.................

[inspirations-taylor swift,elvis presley,celine dion,jason mraz]