abode

its been years since you left me
and went away to the heavenly abode
i dont know if you miss me
but i do from the bottom of my heart
very truly
you make me cry every day
the tears leave back scars
my heart is full of wounds
paining too see you back
but i cant take it any more
that you are not here
but why did you leave me
without you
i dont feel like living this life
you have hurt me
by leaving me abrubtly
broken every promise
you had made
but still i love you
you are in my every day
staring up into the heavens
in this hell that binds your hands
wrestle with your darkness
i call your name
but do you hear wat do i say?
you have left me
i scream i shout
im going crazy without you
but still
i miss you
it pains
without you
its useless without you
but still i am living this life
juz to see you back someday.........
hope you come back someday....................

[inspirations-madonna]