tragedy

The flames from the candles dance and flicker.
The clouds in the sky grow bigger and thicker.
It was great for awhile
nothing good ever lasts;
the damage is done,
but how does this help anyone
I learned what it means to love thy neighbor.
I saw people crawling out of the depths of despair,
Into the arms of strangers of compassion and care.
I watch the moon
It is my only friend
It understands and listens
Though it never talks to me
It helps me throughout my life
It is my last light
My last light of hope, dream, and my one love
And that shall never die out
A wolf can't blow this down,
a knight can't break it in,
I sealed it shut so not
a creak of sun or sound can be fed-
just distant distortion
of a world unseized...
further beholds a big tragedy of sin..
for which there is no remedy.

prison

It drives me nut knowing your still out there,
still breathing the same air as me.
I should not so have ventured forth alone
At dusk upon this unfrequented road.
Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out.
No one to listen,
To hear when you shout.
Hide the pain, carry on,
Routine is the key.
Don't let on that you're not,
What you're pretending to be.
Climb the walls of insanity,
Ride the waves of despair.
If you fall it don't matter,
There's no one to care.
All the joy we had and all the fun to,
It seems like that does not matter to you.
You say that you must leave to go on your way,
I never saw it coming not on any single day.

The journey of life..

Life for everyone has different meanings....for some its good for some its bad..for some its wonderful.Over the years, I have discovered life is a journey, a pilgrimage, a sacred adventure. Within everyone’s inner solitude, there is that bright and warm hearth where the spirit dwells waiting to be roused. There are many paths to enlightenment, their teachings rich and varied offering wisdom and “food for thought” and everything we need for our journey to awakening lies within us. the train of life doesnt halt at any station. it like the 6 am fast local from problems to joy and from joy to downfall and viceversa. the more cruel life is the more painful it gets and in pleasure we feel endowned to have such a beautiful life. but why cant we always look at th positive aspects of life. 4 years ago i was a very negative person. i never had an inch of positivity. but today i have changed . and that change is due to one advice i got in life- the difference betwen succesful and unsuccesful people...which says that succesful people spend 80 percent of their time on t hings within their control and 10- 10 percent on things unknown to them and beyond their control. thats the reason they are always smiling..and are at the best placements. but unsuccesful people just do the opposite thing. they spend 80 percent of their time thinking of things which arent in t heir control and 10 - 10 in their control and unknown stuff. their negativity and negligence towards their best resources not only brings about a downfall..but also depresses them. recently i told a friends of mine..whoz gone through a long break..plz do smile..and what did she reply..smile doesnt reach me..i feel that iits not that she cant smile...shes just being worried and hounded by problems which arent in her control she spends most of her time thinking about her problems which probably arent her contro her negativity has not only depressed her...but has also made her change her attitude towards joy and relationships..one negative thought destroy so many things..so shut up thta negativity and be positive guys...live your life...face your problems but dont be stressed too much by them...be strong and live your life..u cant loose out this battle....coz the train never stops and nor can you..