to edward cullen

The one I love with all my might,
The one I'm thinking of tonight.
The one that helps me make things right,
The one I long to kiss goodnight.
The one i think of,
when i hug my pillow tight
The one i miss the most
when things seem worse
had it not been for you
my life would have been a curse......
looking at your picture today i might say
oye mr. i love you even though your gay......:D

cajolement

long ago
millions of years ago,
i fell in love with you,
a new breu,
those years wew all of blossom
upon the great flossom
its been 20 years now
but even today...
As I look upon your lips of red
I feel so blessed to know their touch
And as we make our lover’s bed
I sense that this may be too much...
i am intoxicated by your charm,
the feeling of your arms
as u fix the new light
and give a new sight
i love you even more
the cajolemnt has no bounds
and surrounds me all around.............

new girl in the city

she came from the city of lights
storming to a new place
bundles with joy
she started her foray
all of teens
but wisdom of queens
she did her best
beating the rest
the fear ran out
the day she heard the shout
she has found her treasure
all of her leisure
much to the confidence
emerging from her diffidence
years pass by
the realms pass by
and even today she thanks the spirit
who gave her the strength
to go to such a length
no longer is she the new girl in the city
much to any one's pity
but all of wit...
and her own littlle kit........

the lonely lane

i walk down the lonely lane,
with all the pain,
my heart cries....come back my love
the light fades away,
and darknes opens its doors,
the sun lies low,
the stars appear in a row,
the mysty breeze all around ,
and the gushy noises sound,
the silence makes we wonder,
i ponder,are you there?
i sit near the sea
hoping to catch a glimpse of the ship
but my thoughts go for a dip
time flows by
but you do not come
its your conviction
but my prediction
that some day we will meet
dancing in the moonlight
it would be a boon..........
i hope........my love........
but i have to cope
with all the pain
sometimes but all in vain.................

pleasure

just two days ago,that is friday..i watched this movie called julie and julia.the main purpose of me going for the movie was meryl streep. she is one of my favourite actors.the movie had a very simple..at the heart story...some may find it odd.......as the movie was about food...........before anyone guesses..no meryl streep does not play a food critic nor is it on the lines of ratatuille.but the base line is simple meryl streep plays julia,the lady who taught americans to cook french food. the underlying purpose being as cooking gave her pleasure.that is what most of us do not do today. we try t ape others.someone being an inspiration or idol is a different subject..but now a days its like my friends are studying to be doctors,its a money making field..so let me laso do it.that is not the way it should me.no job is mall or bog.be it the designation of a cook or a teacher.all are evenly respected.dont just haunt behind money.......and run for cover where your friends do or dont just listen to others and take your decisions.listem to every one, be a good listener,but do what your heart tells you.atlest ten years down the line your consience will not haunt you that you didnt follow your dream.........dare to be different.................have your own dreams dont build them on others shoulders...........

the new horizon

just the other day i was at carter road taking a walk.the gusty breeze ,the beautiful sunset mesmerises me.the spectic scenery all around me makes me feel how wonderful life is.the sea waves ribble up droplets of water......the myst tells me to start afresh.just as the sun rises everyday i too have to rie in life........i take a break from my walk and sit idly at a bench facing the sea side. all around me are peple who are doing someheft gossip. someone talking movies,some couples are making our some are listening to music on thei ipod...........every one is just so busy.......no ne stops..every day is a new start for all of us..it s just that we have to leave all our ego behind us forget the past and start afresh.....one fall is predictable in the journey towards sucees.....as all say..but this should not demoralize us..........this is what this city has taught me .......to move on in life....towards a new horizon..................a new life ............a new beginning..............

my new life

we all have dreams in life.........dreams to become succesful in life,have all the luxuries of the world at our comfort.i too like any other normal person had a dream.a dream to be succesful just like my parents who are renowned doctors in the defence or like my brother wh is a software engineer.but perhaps there was some notch that was plunging me back .......... some miscule that wasnt letting me follow my dream.......i had gone through a tragic incident in my life.......the incident changed me completely. i was sepertaed from someone who i was very close too not because of any one intigrution,but because of destiny.might be it wasnt in our destiny to stay happy.i then shifted to mumbai.i changed completely.i became short temperd,arguementative and somebody else only.the chubby girl people knew had now become bold......this continued for many years.........i had a very negatiive thinking which just refused to buldge.but as the say,man has to change change is nature.some or the other day i hhad t start thinking positive.after my standard ten boards,i went to a cap organised by chinmaya mission.my family had ben a staunch follower of the mission and its dynamic programmes for many years.at this camplike the usual me i mingled with a lot of people.but there was one person who changed my life in this camp......there was this mid twentys guy who was an automobile engineer and was serving the mission.we became very good friends.i actually poured my heart to him.from that day onwards,till today i share everything with him.i have had many friends many who are close but no one could change my thinking.i t was not their fult nor my family but i just refused to listen.today this person has shifted back to his hometown chennai but we are still i touch.i am today a positive thinker.am working hard towards my dream...from an atheist i have become a staunch follower of god.i have left my pst far far behind.........but ya i am still bold........but with the vegenance of a postive thinking..that changes everything...........it has surely made me a better person....today i realize that we can not get everything we want in life.we often wonder why does god do injustice to us only ..why do such tragic incidens occur in our life only? but at times......such incidents should take place in our life.......so that we realize that life is not easy .............

to my buddy

• FRIENDSHIP IS NOT A COLLECTION OF HEARTS BUT A SELECTION OF HEARTS. ALL FRIENDS ARE NOT TRUE. BUT TRUE FRIENDS ARE VERY FEW, AND THAT INCLUDES YOU!!GENUINE FRIENDS ARE THOSE WHO CARE WITHOUT HESITATION, REMEMBERS WITHOUT LIMITATIONS, FORGIVES WITHOUT ANY EXPLANATIONS & LOVES EVEN WITH LITTLE COMMUNICATION.FRIENDS AND FRIEDSHIP ... IT'S A PACKAGE OF FEELING ... NOBODY CAN MAKE IT , NOBODY CAN DELETE IT , NO BODY CAN EXPLAIN IT . ONLY WE CAN FEEL IT.A FRIEND IS ONE , WHO SEE YOUR FIRST DROP OF TEAR , CATCHES THE SECOND , STOPS THE THIRD ‘N' FOURTH INTO SMILE...A GOOD MESSAGE FOR A GOOD PERSON FROM A GOOD FRIEND FOR A GOOD REASON AT A GOOD TIME TO SAY "GOOD MORNING".FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE A NEEDLE OF A CLOCK , THOUGH WE ARE IN THE SAME CLOCK , WE ARE NOT ABLE TO MEET . EVEN IF WE MEET , ITS ONLY FOR FEW SECS ... BUT WE ALWAYS STAY CONNECTED FRIENDSHIP IS VAST LIKE UNIVERSE , DEEP LIKE OCEAN , HIGH LIKE SKY , STRONG LIKE IRON , KIND LIKE MOTHER , CUTE LIKE ME AND SWEET LIKE YOU.I LOVE YOU MY BUDDY.........COME WHAT MAY I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE WITH YOU..<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
• I LOVE YOU MY BUDDY............FOREVER AND EVER........................MWAA.........!
  

the road less travelled

we sat under a spreading tree and discussed death.it was a strange setting for the topic.for all around us nature buzzed and blossomed with life.bees hung over flowers,the scent of which hung heavy in the air.
leaves danced in the sudden gusts of breeze and the palm fronds kept up a chorus of whoosh whoosh that invoked the far away waves.
a very close friend of ours,had just died.but naturally the talk turned from his death to ours.
your life is what you make it.a sin once committed has its own consequences.how often in the course of our lives do we reflect on how our life will end?
life is unpredictable.we can not say how long will we live.we often do pass remarks on others but how often do we comment on our own mortality.
many of us are scared of death.death does startle us.we do continously convince ourselves that death is something that happens to others very soon..or may be we will go on living to the very edge of immortality.
however each of us under that wonderfully spreading tree had a different opinion of death.
being peaceful creatures,none of us worried about violent deaths,though in today 's era a sudden ending is as likely as any other.perhaps the peaceful surroundings influenced us to take the notion that all of us would die naturally and not be rudely summoned to the creator......oh lord.!
the debate raged long over wether it was better to have a body able and the mind weak and wandering or the other way round.
losing control over ones body could be indeed demeaning to dignity,and impose a dependence on others that the mind would rebel against its torment its owner with.
our conversation mingled a variety of thought inside our heart..what are we..? what is our life..? have we made it worth being called life..?what have we achieved besides material happiness?where were we going to stand 10 years down the line ?would we die like our friend at a very young age just like that?the trependency continued....................
suddenly a cackle of parrots flew screaming past and our mood lifted as we looked up and marvelled at the sky.
perhaps we were looking for an excuse as the conversation dropped suddenly.....it was tough facing ourselfs for a chance.......our consience blurtes....who are you..? what are you? where are you?are you living life....? are you sinful?
at the spur of the moment we were thinking of a variety of things we never dreamt of facing.we lived life at ease until wee lost our buddy.....soon we all departed in different directions to a road we had less travelled...................
the mystery continues..........we still have to invoke ourselves..........

ragging

Aman Kacharoo..the name itself will refresh your memory about his death due to ragging in a medical college in himachal pradesh in march 2009.he died of severe injuries after being brutually beaten up by his seniors who were drunk.a bright student.aman wanted to be a doctor.currently his murderers or rather his seniors are behind the bars for charge of murder.

Talk about ragging with someone and the first argument put forth is that it helps the seniors and freshers to interact. Of course, it does! It is also true that in almost all cases, there are some questions that are never answered:

Why does the fresher need to be humiliated for this interaction to take place?

Are we so uncivilised that we have not found a better way of interaction with the freshers in so many years?

Why is this interaction one-sided? i.e. why doesn't the senior interact with the fresher at the same level as the fresher?

Why should there be dress codes? Why should a fresher bow to seniors? Is this how our culture teaches us to interact?

i am convinced that all reasons propounded for ragging are mere hogwash. Introspect deeply and you will find that none of the arguments that are put forth in favour of ragging actually hold ground.

currently there is no central law on ragging.however it is banned in all states in india.ragging is a punishable offence.but despite these measures,some people have the guts to humiliate others in a very bad way.

today.if seniors are caught ragging their juniours,they have to pay a fine of Rs.2.55 lakh.also.if the matter is very serious.the college can be disaffiliated from the university.

also.during the pre admission procedure parents are made to sign a document that ther child will not indulge in a menace like ragging.

there are such extreme cases of ragging where young girls and boys are exploited and made to dstrip.have sex,dance in bars...publishing nude pictures.

i hope ragging is curbed with the new laws being introduced.a new ray of light towards a better society...

teenage

teenage is the age when you are between 13 to 19 years of age.teenage is the most confusing age.this is the stage when you are struggling between adulthood and being your age.according to some.teenage is the most pricky age.but in todays teenage as your child matures..he also does many things which he is not supposed to do also.
but what exactly are the changes that a child undegoes when he enters his/her teenage?
todays teenagers are well educated about many things our society is camfouled to like sex,blue films,relationships,drugs,adult films etc.
most of the teenagers today get into bad habits like watching porn and taking narcotics.many people also undergo ragging and abuse in their schools and colleges.teenage is an age where you easily get influenced by people.you may not know if something is right for you or not, but you fall prey as a victim into doing something unethical.
an example of this is that every month so many teenagers who are out with their friends for a party are caught in the drugs scandal.not only this.teenagers are rated as the best viewers of online porn videos.very often they do store obscene videos and pictures in their cell phones.
the goverment wants to introduce sex education in schools and colleges.but todays teenagers want to try this out and are also caught in so many scandals.teen apregnancy is also very common today.
the scenario where a teenager should show maturity is no where...teenagers arte infact getting spoiled and exploited ............i hope this drastic sceneraio changes and teenagers come back to their senses and show a level of maturity..

friendship

i was a small kid
searching for a friend
until i met you
you changed my entire world
i had someone to care
someone to love
someone to share
its been ages since we are friends
but still every year i learn about you more
every day the bond between us grows stronger
distance seperates people
and their bonding grows
but you being so close to me
my friendship blossoms more
school might have ended
but our friendship will never end

memoirs

as i remember the time we spent besides the lake
was it love or a feeling fake?
i gave up everything for you
was it worth giving all of it for your sake?
is there something you forgot to take?
or is there something you wana say?
i am speechles and explict
looking at your face
but i still dont know how to fake a mask like you
you wear many masks
every day a new side of you is revelaed
you were nice to me
then time turned me down
and you showed your true colours
without you life feels like a body with no heart
a cake which is not sweet
music without rythm
life without love..!
you have hurt me
broken my trust
but i guess i dont matter to you so much
dat its worth a guess......
i hope you understand me
and my love and improve some day
and face the misery i have faced
love and misery go hand and hand
but for you love is a play
you have played your part
now it my turn
to settle the account of love
i am your debtor
i have borrowed from you precious time
for which you charged a heavy intrest which shatterd me...
i want to settle this balance sheet of love
and clear my name from all the shit happening
but still in my heart there is a place for you
you have broken my heart
sharing my love to someone else is not my case
but despite this i hide my broken face with a laugh
with everyday the feelings for you grow tender,
and every moment makes my love go stronger
waiting besides the phone for it to just ring
for all the songs we used to sing
its strange but
i dont know how much i love you..!
at times little sometimes more.......my heart beats every second
for you to be in my arms
every minute i pray for you.......
was this love or is it fake?
even today
when i remember the time we spent across the lake
my brain trinks..did you love me or was this all fake?
please let me know the truth
do not hurt me everyday
Maybe I didnt treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didnt love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied, satisfied
Maybe I didnt hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
Im so happy that you were mine
You were always on my mind
why dont you realize how much i love you
im yours.....
so please comer back to me
as i really love you....
you are only mine
no one can love you like me
you have not felt the touch yet
for you it was all a joke
but for me it wasnt
you have hurt me
but still i love you..........
Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.
Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never go till we're one
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
There is some love that will not
go away
You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
i gotta feeling ..that you will call me some day
perhaps not too late
and you too will love me..this time truly......
and will not leave me.......
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes.................

[inspirations-taylor swift,elvis presley,celine dion,jason mraz]

abode

its been years since you left me
and went away to the heavenly abode
i dont know if you miss me
but i do from the bottom of my heart
very truly
you make me cry every day
the tears leave back scars
my heart is full of wounds
paining too see you back
but i cant take it any more
that you are not here
but why did you leave me
without you
i dont feel like living this life
you have hurt me
by leaving me abrubtly
broken every promise
you had made
but still i love you
you are in my every day
staring up into the heavens
in this hell that binds your hands
wrestle with your darkness
i call your name
but do you hear wat do i say?
you have left me
i scream i shout
im going crazy without you
but still
i miss you
it pains
without you
its useless without you
but still i am living this life
juz to see you back someday.........
hope you come back someday....................

[inspirations-madonna]

time

i still love you
you are my smile
closed off from love
i didnt need the pain
once or twice was enough
and it was all in vain
but something happened for the very first time with you
my heart melted to the ground
found something true
and every ones looking around
thinking im going crazy
but i am still in love with you
they try to pull me away
but im still in your fantasy
my hearts bleeding with all wounds
without you
it has no life
no reason to live
i am alone
come and take me in your arms
you cut me open
and i keep bleeding love love love...
im so tired of being here alone
supressed by all fears
these wounds dont seem to heal
the pain juz doesnt go
until your here
but despite th trouble i have to undergo,
i still love you....

[inspirations-leona lewis and evansance]

my heart

i dont know if you love me
but i did
very truly
u broke my heart
even today i remember
every little fight we had
the way you would pull my leg
kiss me
hold me
i dont know
where have those times disappeared
but each moment
is very special for me
i dont know why
you left me
but i know
that i still love you
and i will
always keep loving you
coz
i wana
spend the rest of my life with you...

dad

you ve sen me grown up
taken my nausty tantrums
got me what i wanted
fulfilled my dreams
made me strong
ive ben your shadow
your son
your the one who i look up to
my role model
my best buddy
aint dere any problem i cant share with you ?
youre my daddy
the worlds best daddy
my naval doctor
i love you
when i was small you held my hand
today i promise
i will never
leave your hand
i love you dad

to my mom

i am lonely mom
come by my side
hug me
kiss me
take me in your arms
tell me stories
sing a song for me
its been ages
since i slept in your lap
i mis you
come back to me
i am missing you
come back...
come back my dear mother
i love you
cuddle me up in your arms
ill never let you go
well bake cake together
have the best of time
for ages and ages
but when i look back
you are gone
to a place beyond my reach
come back mom..
come back........
i love you mom

i love you

how do i tell you how much i love you
you are my world
my life
my confidence
at times when ive been low
you come up and show me the light
u make things so easy
when everythings not alright
you are my love
my life
the only person
i am mad about
but stil you act ignorant
about my feelings for you
ignore me
hurt me
and ill take all of it
coz i love you
but how do i tell you
dat how much do i love you...........

death

why are so many of us scared of death? is it coz we fear of seperation from our loved ones?why is it so hard to come to terms with the fact that the one we love is no more..?
i have lost many people who i have loved.my mother.my grandfather and a very close friend.i often wonder...why does this happen to me?
it is not very easy to overcome the death of someone who you have loved with your heart and soul.i today wish why didnt death embrace me instead of my mom...y did god do this to me..?
it is said god calls his loved ones early to himself....
but why doesnt the almighty understand that how much am i missing my loved one who he has taken under shelter?y is this happening to me only r to any1..?
y god? y are you doing this to us/why do u take awy people we love the most? y y y ?
iwant answers today.....i want an answer?

just a little bit of luck

recently the ssc results were announced..most of the students from all the three boards have done well.
but what about those students who have not done well?every 1 is not a scholar.why does society have the notion that marks are every thing? y is a persons personality and intelligence decided upon the basis of his marks in academics?morever peer pressure and parental pressure contribute to this. students who are not able to cope up with this pressure go in to dep depression.sometimes if their efforts do not show colours,they even end up commiting suicide.
society should understand that marks are not everthing in life.we have examples of eons like thomas elva edison who were weak in studies but went on to give the world great inventions..........so parents please understand your child......do not presurize him into being a topper..let him do what is heart says........that is the only way your child will prosper in life.......and become the best in his own way.......
hence it is quoted,"doing what i want to do..gives me tremendous pleasure."

life

the city whimmed with it 's hustlle and bustle has new adventures to explore every day.every day a loath of people begin a new life,some get stranded unableto cope to society"s pressures......but nothing stops this city .people go and come,incidents take place,but the city has a hard stand.
man is a lonely hunter.though he may spend all his day at work and in play,sorrounded by people-friends,foes,acquaintances, he knows in his heart that he is alone.
the constant rat race at work takes up most of his time.he has no time left for himself nor others.a decade ago.....family used to be peoples first priority..but today work and other activities take up most of our time that there is no time left for family.
for him work is a daunting task though,but his survival is also a must
man has changed............but change is nature........
he is gasping for air between sheets of daily accounts and household bills.........money has become life for him.there is no life for him without money.
he will not realize how lonely he is until he takes himself off to the lonely space
man still has no time in this city for family.........
but hope is a whisper that lives between his lines moving him to labour on........
for man must breathe hope to live,and live to earn,and in this alone today will he find the breath of his life.
perhaps one day man comes back to home and family.....................

to mj......luv ya!

its been more than a week since the king of pop,michael jackson passed away.he died by the sudden onset of a heart attack.ever since the news of the king of pop broke out...radio stations have been continously playing his top songs from albums like thrillera and on.fans cant beatr the fact that their idol is no more.indeed mj was an idol for music lovers.he did every act with a touch of perfection......not only was he very focused on his work but also created a sense of respect in every ones heart through his breakthrough performances.he is known for his style of dancing.even at the age of 50,a few days before he passed away...he was rehersing for his world tour ...and no could doubt his performance even at the age of 50.many legends like him have come like elvis presley..who are alive in our hearts long after they passed away.my heart is all of sympathies for his three children who have lost their legendry father at such a young age.it was indeed very hard to find a down to earth performer like mj.
we love you mj..!you will live in our hearts for ever...............

to my love

what is love..?it is attraction to a person.no matter how many flaws a person has..when u start loving him you forget all his negative points and only look at his plus points.....it is said you should love a person for what he is..his negative and positive aspects.love iswonderful for some......& depressing also for some people.it feels strange to see the way how people fall in love so easily today............people are desperate for love dese days.....

dey say'mariages are made in heaven...........butwhat happens when dese marriages break.....? or rather the relationships break?what is the result of a break up............?what are the problems in a relationship.....................

morever the common problem of adjustment........a friend of mine just got hooked up.......she was crazy after a certain guy........her parents had a rather tiresome marraige which culminated into a divorce........but she was still a faithful coy about love......she dated this guy for 5 years......den dey brk up..........she came to know that the guy was dating another girl behind her back and had made out with her..........she was shatterd..........she threatened to kill her herself..cut her hand...............she went into a lot of depression...........

i was shocked on seeing her condition.after all where did her so called love take her.......? she didnt give it a second thought before getting into a relationship..........i pity her...........i hope people get into their senses......and show a level of maturity.......relationships are not a joke...!

but very few people know the true meaning of love........

this reminds me of the song my love by kevin lytte

Saw you last night again in a vision looking so lovely. Can't believe you took my breath away, love that I'm feeling. I reached out to touch you then you were gone again my friendI hope we were lovers, maybe someday even more than friends.

This love that I got, spirits fly so high, straight to the mountain top.No turning back, the river's run dry.My love will never dry (trust me believe me it's true)My love will never dry (trust me believe me it's true)My love will never dieMy love will never die............................

cant say wether i believe in love or not.......but i am agasht looking at the way my friend is suffering because of love................not true to the so called word and world of "love"
the so called world of love creates a mixed emotion in my mind...........

many people have loved and lost............love makes us people mad...........still i dont understand why do we fall in love....

love love love...........

lost

i am standing on the platform at churchgate station.it is a burning 45 degrees.i watch idly as people scurry around,carrying bags,dragging crying children by the arm or greeting each other with real joy!the train was half an hour late........people running around.the hustle and bustle.
suddenly an accident takes place on the road......a motorbike rams into an old man.he is severely injured......blood flowing everywhere......no 1 is bothered but.......he is lying on the ground for the past 15 min.........no 1 cares........gone are the splendid times when people used to really care for each other.....today its only..me and myself for every individual.........finally i take the initiative of taking him to the hospital.however,he succumbes to his injuries......
i did not know who this person is.........which caste does he belong to........it was out of humanity that i forged out to help him......i feel this world has lots its glory.........no value for love and people..........this one incident changed my view to towards todays youth........they are least botherd about others..........its not omly about the youth.....most people throughout the world have fallen prey to tis attitude..........just donk look beyond yourself.........no value for friends and family...........
with these thoughts in mind i go back to the station....a few moments lter the station is empty..only a few stragglers hang about........this was my first visit to the city.........and i can say to my displeasure..........there are very few in a million of people who really care..........
the world has changed.....the city heartless attitude has shell shocked me...........
finally the train comes in,the tableaux breaks......everyone hastens to find their place.........
i leave the station humming the song in my mind.......all i wana say is that they dont really care about us..........
change is nature but such change is shocking.............................

the alchemy of words

i met him at the railway station......we bumped into each other...! and we just couldnt get our eyes of each other.....the three special words had been utterd not by mouth but in our minds,flown out like so many barbs and there was no calling them back. it was such a beautiful feeling.the tapestry of images the words created,savoured the sounds,the feelings the words aroused.there was nothing more fulfilling and delightful.suddenly our eye to eye contact broke....his father came and took him away....much to my displeasure.i went back with a smile on my face.perhaps i was bitten by the love bug.hard to believe,but yes it had hit me.every single day i thought about him.perhaps i was madly in love with him.we both were too amazed at the look of each other at the station that we did not tell each other a word.......every day i went to the station .perhaps he would come.2 months passed by.........i couldnt resist myself..
it was a rainy day......i was sitting with dad in the balcony..and opened the newspaper.....suddenly i saw his picture........he had died in an accident.i just couldnt believe my eyes.....my first love..1i so wished i had spoken to him that day..told him about my feelings...contacted him.i lost my first love....
if i had said those three words..."i love you"maybe i wouldnt have to face the hard to believe truth..dat he is no more.....
i dont feel like living my life without him....my world is ruined....i have loved and lost.....how can god be so merciless.........
today when i recaptulate those wonderful moments......when i first saw him.........i feel those three words are indeed strange things............."i love you"
they mean so much........but make you face so many problems............its complicated..........
love..love..love............why do people fall in love
this reminds me of the song...........wise men say only fools rush in...but i cant help falling in love with you......love entices,seduces,cajoles.....................
love is strange..!

life after 26/11

it has been eight months since the awry terrorist attack at two of the posh hotels of mumbai........qasab has been caught and the trials are on.......the jury still has to give thier verdict......shall qasab be given a death penalty or should he be given life imprisionment..........what will we get even though qasab is hanged ? how will the wounds heal............young children have been left orphaned............sole bread earners gone...........can qasab 's death give us al this back..........?
which religion teaches to kill people mercilessly in the name of god..?god himself created his children why would he kill them for no reason?
india is in its peak stage of development..but alas dese terrorist attacks are shattering us down.............we have gone thru enuf..........an air india plane was hijacked a decade ago by the al qaida terror group..a young newly married couple was killed...........and the ministers had to give into there demands to save the people.............this world is soon becoming filthy to live in....................isnt dere any humanity......?till wen will be taking all this...............hope dat the judges take a mature decision not only to kill qasab but also a remedy to stop this injustice and make the world a better place................cz unles we dont kill the devil inside us..............terrorism wont die.....first kill the terror ist inside you....till when will be fighting on the name of caste and creed...........?the gujrat riots of 2001 killed numerous perople.............parsis as wel as non parsis...........isnt this a kind of terrorism............asians are under the scanner 24/7 post 9/11..........the recently released movie new york proves dis.............how a man is tortured by the fbi and driven to take revnge by the means of terrorism............anger is everywhere........

all dis reminds by of the thought provoking song by michael jackson...called man in the mirror.............
"if u wana make the world a bettetr place.just look at yourself and make the change.........."

the ganges flows serene in benares................however its ever changing colours.. and forms..........its little eddies and the riples that a fllying bird causes as it swoops down to touch the flowing water in pasing
the ganges is considerd a holy river...but we only pollute it................in the same way..........by killing people in the name of religion we destroy the value of love,humanity and beauty of god

so called love

falling in love in teenage is a common trend today........you like a guy and just go mad after him....in the bargain if you dont get him as your partner.....you end up hurting yourself...........some people go to extremes..........but forget everything else.....why is caste such an issue before getting into a relationship..just the other day i read an article how a guy was forced to convert to islam before marrying his lady love.......who was a muslim.......why is our society so narrowminded..........morever there a lot of problems adjusting in an inter caste marraige......adjustment.change is nature..........people just grow up.........love is blind in front of caste creed nationality.............till when will there be fights on the name of caste?much to our fate...........isnt india a secular and democratic nation........?people think 10 times before getting into a relationship even though you like the guy..just because of his caste............hes not a hindu.hes a parsi r a muslim..r vice versa..grow up people...............