She looks into air, herself falling rain
Dripping coldness past, memories old pain
abiding all the laws,making thee happy
no love no lust
sadness holds inside........making no space for joy
deeply wounded...scars visible
and yet.....dere is a big smile on my face...
giving me the hope
the strength
inspiration
to be what i am
to hold on
with all the pain
and fly....to the almighty....and thank him........for showing me the truth of life......how unruthy
the world can be......when things are not yours
all of topsy turvy
but still life.......
