my new life

we all have dreams in life.........dreams to become succesful in life,have all the luxuries of the world at our comfort.i too like any other normal person had a dream.a dream to be succesful just like my parents who are renowned doctors in the defence or like my brother wh is a software engineer.but perhaps there was some notch that was plunging me back .......... some miscule that wasnt letting me follow my dream.......i had gone through a tragic incident in my life.......the incident changed me completely. i was sepertaed from someone who i was very close too not because of any one intigrution,but because of destiny.might be it wasnt in our destiny to stay happy.i then shifted to mumbai.i changed completely.i became short temperd,arguementative and somebody else only.the chubby girl people knew had now become bold......this continued for many years.........i had a very negatiive thinking which just refused to buldge.but as the say,man has to change change is nature.some or the other day i hhad t start thinking positive.after my standard ten boards,i went to a cap organised by chinmaya mission.my family had ben a staunch follower of the mission and its dynamic programmes for many years.at this camplike the usual me i mingled with a lot of people.but there was one person who changed my life in this camp......there was this mid twentys guy who was an automobile engineer and was serving the mission.we became very good friends.i actually poured my heart to him.from that day onwards,till today i share everything with him.i have had many friends many who are close but no one could change my thinking.i t was not their fult nor my family but i just refused to listen.today this person has shifted back to his hometown chennai but we are still i touch.i am today a positive thinker.am working hard towards my dream...from an atheist i have become a staunch follower of god.i have left my pst far far behind.........but ya i am still bold........but with the vegenance of a postive thinking..that changes everything...........it has surely made me a better person....today i realize that we can not get everything we want in life.we often wonder why does god do injustice to us only ..why do such tragic incidens occur in our life only? but at times......such incidents should take place in our life.......so that we realize that life is not easy .............